Bad Love by Chiara F Citterio

Lost between desire and duty Nate’s story is an emotional roller coaster that takes us on a journey of love, family and life’s struggles. Nate is finishing high school and nothing is as he has imagined. Far from spending his senior year going from party to party, his days revolve around Justin, his little son, and he feels that his recent fatherhood has come at the worst time.
And, as if that weren’t enough, he has to watch Emma, his son’s mother - who is still his best friend and his longtime love - build her life together with the smug Theo as they raise Justin as a family. It’s not easy to witness so much of other people’s happiness.
When he feels like the world is crushing him, that he can’t take it anymore, Nate meets Lorelai, the most amazing girl in all of London. Her energy, her creativity, her exuberant beauty and even her awkwardness mesmerize him completely. But what does he have to offer? His life is a mess everywhere he imagines it.... It’s a bad love for her and he knows it’s best to walk away.
Will Nate finally find the happiness he longs for? Find out in this passionate story packed with unexpected twists and turns.